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hrm. um. i feel like updating again, no idea why. usually i dont feel like updating.
benny's belt buckle is odd. i liked his old one better. the nintendo one, that he took back. but the one he gave me in place of it, its not me. >_> kinda odd. but i'll still wear it everyday.
grayson and i have been talking way more now, well.. online. he insisted that i start reading more, so.. maybe i should try that out this summer? maybe. one late night him and i were talking, and i dont know how, but we got on the subject of habbo, and he made one, and it was super funny. he listens to my boy problems, and my other problems, and he's a huge help. and i am so grateful for him. he's like.. 18, and much more mature than normal boys, and so he thinks more clearly than they do. its nice to talk to him, he's waaaay helpful. and hopefully the advice he's giving me will start working.
er, that makes me feel kinda odd. all my senior buddies are leaving! nooooo! grayson is going away, so is tom, andddd corey! nooo! i dont want them to leave. its going to be somewhat sad. tom huged me all kinds today, and he's going to have to sign my yearbook tomorrow, definately.
once school gets out, i'm going to get my hair cut. but i dont know exactly how i want it. hopefully this summer will be okay. crappy summers arent so good. i'm going to Boston in August, and probably California(to visit my auntie and uncle) somewhat soon. and maybe i'll do a random trip to denver or somewhere with a buddy. i need my liscence, and a car, then i'll be able to go anywhere as long as i have enough money for it.
i dont know why this update is so long, i guess its just because i feel like writing right now, but i dont have anything specific to write about.
i think i'm pulling my grades up in school somewhat. i dont think i'm failing world history and german anymore, so thats good. and i have a 101% in television broadcasting. YES. ha. ^^:;;;;; that class is so easy.
tomorrow i might get to take my laptop to school! YES! ^^;;; thats going to be great. i need to take it, because i'm gonna be way good friends with Moi now. his mom bought him an Ipod, and his computer fucking sucks, so i'm gonna help him out. this kid basically loves me. its kinda great. he thinks i'm way cool.. but i dont see it. so yeah, i get to keep his Ipod overnight<3! i'm gonna put my music on it, so when i need to listen to something, and he's around, i'll take it from him. ^^;;; <3
my life is going pretty okay at the moment. i dont have a boyfriend. so fucking what? do i want one? it'd be nice, but i dont need one. maybe something might happen this summer, or next year.
well.. i'll probably update again tonight. heh. maybe, maybenot.
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