v-day. -_-
this is my valentines day update...
today sucked. chad didnt come to school! he was supposed to be my valentine. psh. oh well.
i'm not failing world history anymore.. i have.. a D! thats good.. right? better than an F. hrm. well.. yeah. i have an A+ in chemistry, and i think an A+ in htv. but i'm not sure about german. maybe a B or an A. hrm.
so yeah.. today kinda sucked. almost everyone was all happy and stuff..
its monday. and i i already feel completely worn out. >_< i feel like it should be friday.. i feel so drained already.
going to the sugarcult concert tomorrow with elaine. thats gonna be good. hopefully. yayness. but.. i know its going to drain me more -_-
i really wish aaron and i were talking.. i really do. i miss him so much. =[ its not right, i shouldnt feel this way over a boy. he's just a boy. i keep trying to tell myself that. i should NEVER get attached to anyone again. i hate it when there is just a weird time, and you stop talking to them. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. >_< i want him back in my life. i really do. i felt more complete when he was around. him and i got along, so good. i dont find that very often.
in 4 weeks from last saturday.. ill be on my way to germany. wow. thats kinda freaky.
i feel all lonely. but.. then again.. dont i always?
i should go to bed, instead of writing more.
i think that's what i'm gonna do.
today sucked. chad didnt come to school! he was supposed to be my valentine. psh. oh well.
i'm not failing world history anymore.. i have.. a D! thats good.. right? better than an F. hrm. well.. yeah. i have an A+ in chemistry, and i think an A+ in htv. but i'm not sure about german. maybe a B or an A. hrm.
so yeah.. today kinda sucked. almost everyone was all happy and stuff..
its monday. and i i already feel completely worn out. >_< i feel like it should be friday.. i feel so drained already.
going to the sugarcult concert tomorrow with elaine. thats gonna be good. hopefully. yayness. but.. i know its going to drain me more -_-
i really wish aaron and i were talking.. i really do. i miss him so much. =[ its not right, i shouldnt feel this way over a boy. he's just a boy. i keep trying to tell myself that. i should NEVER get attached to anyone again. i hate it when there is just a weird time, and you stop talking to them. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. >_< i want him back in my life. i really do. i felt more complete when he was around. him and i got along, so good. i dont find that very often.
in 4 weeks from last saturday.. ill be on my way to germany. wow. thats kinda freaky.
i feel all lonely. but.. then again.. dont i always?
i should go to bed, instead of writing more.
i think that's what i'm gonna do.