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Excerpts from mommy's e-mails this week:
"Bottom line is that you are very high maintenance when it come to making you
happy."
"Please arrange to come get your things so that we can move on with our lives"
"My name will come off your bank account, but you will also have to secure a $17,000 loan to pay off your student loans and set us free as you want to be. Fair is fair."
"You will need to make arrangements (with you sister alone) to pick up all your stuff (including Halloween things) soon."
"you are always the one that starts drama"
"Have a good life, Chrissy."
"we do love you"
My sister and I were also informed that neither of us will be allowed to attend our father's funeral because we are such disappointments.
Ok. Let recap. I get kicked out of the house for GOD knows what reason.
Hi. I don't do drugs (aside from alcohol), never killed a man (or woman...although I have sometimes wanted to), never got knocked up, never got below a B in my life, never got arrested, the worst thing I did in high school was skip class and dye my hair red, never got a ticket...I haven't even gotten a fuckin cavity. What the hell did I do wrong??!!!
So then after getting kicked out, I make arrangements on where to stay and where to get a job and decide to continue on with my life.
Then I am yelled at for not coming home and for causing so much anxiety in the house.
So I send daily e-mails saying I am sorry for causing pain (although I am not sure how i did) and that I really would like to make things better and then have the nerve to tell me I start the drama?
They need help. I have heard that my entire life from every person who has ever known me and told me I needed to get out of there, but I never fully believed it until this month.
Excerpts from my Grandma's e-mails this week:
"To make amends please apologize and let them know you did not realize it would hurt them so much."
"I am not making any headway with your mother but I will keep trying. I advise you to
also keep trying."
"I cannot imagine how you can live like you are doing."
"Maybe time will heal but I doubt it. I just keep praying that they come to their sensus."
"I talked to your mother last night. After about 10 min. she hung up on me"
"I was bad and came down on her which I should not have done as that is not me but I will apologize to her when this is over."
"I guess you are just going to have patience a little longer."
"I wanted to talk to your father but he refused to talk to me"
"There was a quote in todays paper. The only folks who give us pain are those we love
the best."
I feel so broken at times.
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"Bottom line is that you are very high maintenance when it come to making you
happy."
"Please arrange to come get your things so that we can move on with our lives"
"My name will come off your bank account, but you will also have to secure a $17,000 loan to pay off your student loans and set us free as you want to be. Fair is fair."
"You will need to make arrangements (with you sister alone) to pick up all your stuff (including Halloween things) soon."
"you are always the one that starts drama"
"Have a good life, Chrissy."
"we do love you"
My sister and I were also informed that neither of us will be allowed to attend our father's funeral because we are such disappointments.
Ok. Let recap. I get kicked out of the house for GOD knows what reason.
Hi. I don't do drugs (aside from alcohol), never killed a man (or woman...although I have sometimes wanted to), never got knocked up, never got below a B in my life, never got arrested, the worst thing I did in high school was skip class and dye my hair red, never got a ticket...I haven't even gotten a fuckin cavity. What the hell did I do wrong??!!!
So then after getting kicked out, I make arrangements on where to stay and where to get a job and decide to continue on with my life.
Then I am yelled at for not coming home and for causing so much anxiety in the house.
So I send daily e-mails saying I am sorry for causing pain (although I am not sure how i did) and that I really would like to make things better and then have the nerve to tell me I start the drama?
They need help. I have heard that my entire life from every person who has ever known me and told me I needed to get out of there, but I never fully believed it until this month.
Excerpts from my Grandma's e-mails this week:
"To make amends please apologize and let them know you did not realize it would hurt them so much."
"I am not making any headway with your mother but I will keep trying. I advise you to
also keep trying."
"I cannot imagine how you can live like you are doing."
"Maybe time will heal but I doubt it. I just keep praying that they come to their sensus."
"I talked to your mother last night. After about 10 min. she hung up on me"
"I was bad and came down on her which I should not have done as that is not me but I will apologize to her when this is over."
"I guess you are just going to have patience a little longer."
"I wanted to talk to your father but he refused to talk to me"
"There was a quote in todays paper. The only folks who give us pain are those we love
the best."
I feel so broken at times.
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