What's this? AN UP HILL!?
It's it strange how one day you can feel so miserable, so horrible, and the next day, even if it's still raining outside, you can suddenly feel like maybe things aren't so bad? I mean, listen to a little music, vent your frustrations, and have a night of wild fun with one of your best friends and it just might be the remedy. Make it Christmas Eve and you have a brighter day!
I'll explain, since the last entry was quite horrid. This is, of course, all the shit I ought to be writing in my real journal but oh well. Anyway, Hannah and Dan are a couple now, officially. At first, of course, I was all jealous and stuff, but you know what, the more I think about it, the happier I am! For him, for her, and for me! Think about it. I was afraid to move on (Dave, Derek, Chris) afraid to like someone else for fear of hurting Dan, and meanwhile, starting to wonder if my feelings for him were holding me back. But with the realization that he's attempting the moving on thing, well that just puts a 180 on the whole thing! This means we are all set, on both ends.
Dan and I had a great time together. Really amazing. After all, he was my everything for a long time and *giggles* we were one. ::blush:: But it's all about experience and learning. And Dan was a well enjoyed lesson. :)
So what if we're not meant for ever? We get along great and understand a lot about each other (he really knows more about me than I do sometimes) so I know we will be awesome friends. Time heals all wounds, as cliche as that is.
So it'll all be okay.
Tonight I am going to the Sullivan family X-mas party. Should be pretty fun. I need to do some laundry else I'll have nothing nice to wear, so I guess I'll be off now. I really hope Dan and Hannah can really get something strong together, she seems so cool, and I know he is. Merry Christmas everyone! And I mean that!
I'll explain, since the last entry was quite horrid. This is, of course, all the shit I ought to be writing in my real journal but oh well. Anyway, Hannah and Dan are a couple now, officially. At first, of course, I was all jealous and stuff, but you know what, the more I think about it, the happier I am! For him, for her, and for me! Think about it. I was afraid to move on (Dave, Derek, Chris) afraid to like someone else for fear of hurting Dan, and meanwhile, starting to wonder if my feelings for him were holding me back. But with the realization that he's attempting the moving on thing, well that just puts a 180 on the whole thing! This means we are all set, on both ends.
Dan and I had a great time together. Really amazing. After all, he was my everything for a long time and *giggles* we were one. ::blush:: But it's all about experience and learning. And Dan was a well enjoyed lesson. :)
So what if we're not meant for ever? We get along great and understand a lot about each other (he really knows more about me than I do sometimes) so I know we will be awesome friends. Time heals all wounds, as cliche as that is.
So it'll all be okay.
Tonight I am going to the Sullivan family X-mas party. Should be pretty fun. I need to do some laundry else I'll have nothing nice to wear, so I guess I'll be off now. I really hope Dan and Hannah can really get something strong together, she seems so cool, and I know he is. Merry Christmas everyone! And I mean that!