May 20, 2005 23:56
holy shit i havent updated in awhile. hmm, well were to begin. the band is kickin ass, were playing at Key's again after school next thursday the 26th. the other thing happening in my life, Rachel. We've been together for almost 3 weeks now and i can truely say theyve been some of the best weeks ive had in awhile. Shes just, amazing, idk, something about her, shes perfect for me. shes not controling, she doesnt play head games, i can communicate with her almost easier than anyone else, she doesnt get mad or jealous when i want to spend time with my friends, she supports what i do, who i am, and what i believe (she sits through my political rants and doesnt get mad or try to get me to shut up even though they probally bore her to hell, for anyone that knows me, you know thats something, lol) and doesnt plan on changing me, but most of all, she just genuinely cares about me. and thats all i really want, just someone to care about and someone to care about me, not just someone to make out with, but someone to be there for me. i dont care if ppl think im sappy for this entry, lol, ppl know im not "hard" anyways, but im seriously falling for this girl, and im not planning on trying to catch myself either. like i said before, shes just amazing, and id give the world for her. well thats my entry for the night, god knows when ill make another entry, well just have to see, lol. peace all