Apr 05, 2004 12:30
This weekend was a blast! I hung out with Barry and a few other people the whole time. Heheh! Sunday... I hung out with Barry and then I went to my brothers show. The show kicked some major ass. It was Amandas birthday and StoryTold sang happy birthday to her. It was fucking great! I LOVE YOU AMANDA! Hhmm.. Friday I hung out with Susana, Barry, Tim, Trent, Nicole and Ryan! That was fun! And saturday I hung out with Barry, Trent, Ryan, Jessika, Nicole and Ping ping! THAT WAS FUN TOO!!! And Sunday I hung out with Barryyyy!! Wo0o!
I think I am going to the teen center today. If I am, and I dont have a ride home. My mom is picking me up at 6:30. Sooo much fun eh? NOPE! Haha
I am really bored. We have a sub in computer Apps. So I am on the Internet even though we really aren't suppost to be. OHH WELLLL!!
I guess people like my hair cut.. YAYAYA! I like it too!
You know what sucks? When you really care about someone and you dont want to anymore. Or when you really care about someone and they treat you like shit. Or when you are stuck in a hole that you digged yourself and can't quite pull yourself out. Or when you really don't know what to do or how to react towards anything and you know that in the back of your mind, your really unhappy and that unhappiness comes out of no where and your in the arms of someone you really care about, crying and don't have a good reason to be crying in the first place and you feel like an idiot for doing it. I could go on, but I don't think anyone really cares aboout my rambles.
I donno what to write anymore. I think I am failing around 4 classes. I am a fucking idiot. I hate it.
I hate arguments, tears, dark, onions, mayo, loneliness, hate, being bored, frowns, blank stares, feet, sports, Posers, being confused, history, school, ignorence, my house, headaches, tummy aches, being sick, fake smiles, no money, always hungry, too full, Homework, projects, unhappiness, disapointment, broken plans, Detention, pain, reading things you don't want to, lies, irritation, fake, not caring, caring too much, sunburn, nail bitting, SSR, viruses, being mean, being thirsty, not looking someone in the eyes, hidding, selfishness, time, dependings, Allerges, lectures, obessions, irresponsibity, attiudes, grades, reconmendations, spelling, thinking, not thinking, reggins (lol juuusst kiddingg) little kids (sometimes), unrepectful, gas, sweat, bad smells, cold days, ice down your crack, bad music, stupid people, being too emo, bad haircuts, not telling the whole story, being unloved, being kicked out, no where to go, no one there, cockroches, not getting what you want, not knowing what to do, knowing too much, garbage, rain on bad days, sun on bad days, swimming by yourself, I could go on... I am just bored with doing this. Yeah...
comment!!! PLEASE! haha!
Ashley