I HATE THIS!!

Feb 27, 2005 16:39

So, for the last 25 hours and 40 minutes, I have been a non-smoker. This is probably one of the hardest things I've ever done in my whole life!!!!!! This seriously sucks. The only thing consuming every part of my mind is the fact that I'm not smoking a cigarette!

Anyone have any good pointers on how to keep from going COMPLETELY INSANE?!?!

BTW-- I quit smoking pot and drinking for the time being, as well. I figured the aforementioned and cigs go hand-in-hand, so I might as well not even put that pressure on myself... God, my way of thinking is incredibly ass backward. Did I mention I'm still losing weight, too. So, let's re-cap, shall we? NO CIGARETTES. NO POT. NO BOOZE. NO FOOD (in abundance...I'm not quite to Mary-Kate status, yet). I've basically stripped my life of anything that brings JOY. Man, I need to find some better things to do with my time...

WISH ME LUCK..and if you happen to be on God's good side (cuz me, not so much), say a prayer for me, too!
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