Feb 27, 2005 12:01
no fun anymore... where has all the fun gone? i suppose you can make your own but it's never quite the same. i miss truly being happy and content. it's seems like there's an absense of activity around me. but i feel like staying in my room for a good month, when i go out i acomplish NOTHING. it's not upsetting at the moment but i'm later on when i have to make up for lost time i'll be upset about it. i just want to change, i feel like a change is nessesary. not who i am but as whole or anything but just something different. maybe i'll start with a look and maybe my insides will follow. i just feel so unsatisfied.
i can't wait to start my life with Justin and I offically husband and wife.