a poem i wrote 3 days ago
ok here it goes...i dont feel like typing it properly so try to follow along.it doesnt have a name lol.and its really not specificlly about anyone...lol i wrote it when it was raining a few days ago...erm well kinda misty foggy like.but whatever.
the city lights oh how they shine so gracefully through the rain.They shine down on me like a spotlight.Im center stage.the center of attention.the main attraction.as the world revolves around me i can feel the weight of it on my shoulders.it is too much for me to hold on my own.people all around gather to see me, open wounds and all.they close their gaping mouths and as they throw the weight of their fears,pain, and agony i can feel myself losing control of all it.the weight brings me to my knees.i cry out in agony as i let go of all my fears,pain,and everything ive ever cared about or loved.crying out now for someones help.as i look around i see someone coming towards me.alas!it is you my darling.as the city lights and the crowd turn toward your arrival your eyes catch mine.oh how blue they look in the rain.they sparkle so gallantly through the rain.and how beautifully your hair looks so damp and wet.and the look of that face.oh how beautiful it is.it feels as if im in heaven.no im looking at heaven.how glamorous it is ive never seen anything like it before.i hope in time of death heaven looks this good.oh how beautiful you are coming through to me.as you grab my hand the weight is lifted off me.alas!alas!alas!i can finally breathe again but is soon sucked right out of me as you perch your>lips against mine.oh how sweetly they taste.when you breathe my breath back into me i can see all your dreams and fantasies.nothing i have ever experienced before in my life.oh how i wish i had some of my own but when i look back up at you i can see dreams of my own.you take my hand and whisper gentley into my ear "i love you" and alas!the rain stops and alls i can see is my breath in the cold fridged air.where have you gone my love?no where.it was all a dream.nothing but a fantasy.i lay in my defeat realising that if only for all those times youve told me you loved me and i had said it back twice as many times this all wouldnt have been a dream.i have nothing more to do now so i lean against my wall and beat myself up for all ive done to the people ive loved and cared about.ive nothing more than pushed them away and now i have nothing left but a memory of you.but ive lied to myself and told myself it was over,this is the last time,ive fucked up and now its over,imnothing,im useless, and im a failure.but its not true cuz i still have you and alas i realise that your still here for me forever and always.but i give up and show how easily im nothing but a loser.i snap back to reality and tell myself "no no no this is nothing but somthing made up in my head" i try to believe it but this love is too strong,this bond is too strong,and you are too strong to let go of and be something so real.but my mind is too weak to believe all of this and im too tired to finish this poem.alas!it is done,this gay ass poem.blah.
haha see its really good in the beginning but then turns fucking stupid at the end.as you can see i read too much oscar wilde and shakespeare and listen to too much emo.lol.tell me what you think of it.
the city lights oh how they shine so gracefully through the rain.They shine down on me like a spotlight.Im center stage.the center of attention.the main attraction.as the world revolves around me i can feel the weight of it on my shoulders.it is too much for me to hold on my own.people all around gather to see me, open wounds and all.they close their gaping mouths and as they throw the weight of their fears,pain, and agony i can feel myself losing control of all it.the weight brings me to my knees.i cry out in agony as i let go of all my fears,pain,and everything ive ever cared about or loved.crying out now for someones help.as i look around i see someone coming towards me.alas!it is you my darling.as the city lights and the crowd turn toward your arrival your eyes catch mine.oh how blue they look in the rain.they sparkle so gallantly through the rain.and how beautifully your hair looks so damp and wet.and the look of that face.oh how beautiful it is.it feels as if im in heaven.no im looking at heaven.how glamorous it is ive never seen anything like it before.i hope in time of death heaven looks this good.oh how beautiful you are coming through to me.as you grab my hand the weight is lifted off me.alas!alas!alas!i can finally breathe again but is soon sucked right out of me as you perch your>lips against mine.oh how sweetly they taste.when you breathe my breath back into me i can see all your dreams and fantasies.nothing i have ever experienced before in my life.oh how i wish i had some of my own but when i look back up at you i can see dreams of my own.you take my hand and whisper gentley into my ear "i love you" and alas!the rain stops and alls i can see is my breath in the cold fridged air.where have you gone my love?no where.it was all a dream.nothing but a fantasy.i lay in my defeat realising that if only for all those times youve told me you loved me and i had said it back twice as many times this all wouldnt have been a dream.i have nothing more to do now so i lean against my wall and beat myself up for all ive done to the people ive loved and cared about.ive nothing more than pushed them away and now i have nothing left but a memory of you.but ive lied to myself and told myself it was over,this is the last time,ive fucked up and now its over,imnothing,im useless, and im a failure.but its not true cuz i still have you and alas i realise that your still here for me forever and always.but i give up and show how easily im nothing but a loser.i snap back to reality and tell myself "no no no this is nothing but somthing made up in my head" i try to believe it but this love is too strong,this bond is too strong,and you are too strong to let go of and be something so real.but my mind is too weak to believe all of this and im too tired to finish this poem.alas!it is done,this gay ass poem.blah.
haha see its really good in the beginning but then turns fucking stupid at the end.as you can see i read too much oscar wilde and shakespeare and listen to too much emo.lol.tell me what you think of it.