tell me what's going on inside of me...I despise my own behavior

[skankdaniteaway]

okay that complicates things just a bit...I'm gonna look like the biggest douche if something doesn't change...and only 1 person knows what I'm talking about so don't ask. if you need to know i'll tell you.

I'm stuck on crutches til tuesday? i can't run cross country? I hafta get an MRI? Its a freakin contusion! that's not even a real injury!!! its a freakin bone bruise, what is wrong with these doctors?

~Micah(me)

there always has to be something that complicates something great

I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from You
I am the king of excuses
I've got one for every selfish thing I do

What's going on inside of me?
I despise my own behaviour
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Saviour

I wanna be in the Light
As You are in the Light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh, Lord be my Light and be my salvation
Cause all I want is to be in the Light
All I want is to be in the Light

The disease of self runs through my blood
It's a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control