Re: you say hi and its rhetoricalskankabeMarch 10 2007, 01:58:18 UTC
i look at livejournal every once in a while and i saw that you posted something and so i read it because i was curious. but you sounded like you needed a little bright comment so i was hoping that what i said would help. you were kind of a douche before you left, but i assumed it was because you were hurt, and you had every right to be. i was manipulative and i should have been more clear with my intentions, but you know that even i didnt know what the hell i was doing. :) its weird that you ask about the baby. so far everything is going well. i had some contracting about a month back that wasn't normal, but it passed and everything is fine. her chance of down syndrome is like 1 in 10,000 or something so i am hoping that a far as that goes, we get lucky. i am not sorry i met you. i am sorry about the way things went and how hostile everything turned out, but i am not sorry to have known you. you also taught me alot. not only about life, but about myself and i appreciate everything you brought to me. i didn't tell you about the other pregnancy because i didn't even know until about a week before i miscarried and i was afraid. i don't know what i was afraid of, but i didn't know how to approach it. so i just ignored it. but i know i should have told you. and i am sorry for not telling you. i don't want there to be any hate between us. i would like us to be friends, i am not sure how well that will work out, but i would like to try. it took me so long to reply because i dont check anything but myspace very often. :)
p.s. if it makes you feel better, you were completely right about brien. he is a douche. :)
you were kind of a douche before you left, but i assumed it was because you were hurt, and you had every right to be. i was manipulative and i should have been more clear with my intentions, but you know that even i didnt know what the hell i was doing. :)
its weird that you ask about the baby. so far everything is going well. i had some contracting about a month back that wasn't normal, but it passed and everything is fine. her chance of down syndrome is like 1 in 10,000 or something so i am hoping that a far as that goes, we get lucky.
i am not sorry i met you. i am sorry about the way things went and how hostile everything turned out, but i am not sorry to have known you. you also taught me alot. not only about life, but about myself and i appreciate everything you brought to me.
i didn't tell you about the other pregnancy because i didn't even know until about a week before i miscarried and i was afraid. i don't know what i was afraid of, but i didn't know how to approach it. so i just ignored it. but i know i should have told you. and i am sorry for not telling you.
i don't want there to be any hate between us. i would like us to be friends, i am not sure how well that will work out, but i would like to try.
it took me so long to reply because i dont check anything but myspace very often. :)
p.s. if it makes you feel better, you were completely right about brien. he is a douche. :)
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