I'm going to make damn sure that you can't ever leave
Oh! the update.
Just kidding it's really not that exciting. I've been attempting to lay low the past couple of weeks. Stay behind and just kind of observe people. I've noticed a few things that aren't really important and some that are. None that anyone would care to here about.
I guess you could say I am short one friend. I feel like it's kind of in limbo but it's better left there. It doesn't change the fact that this makes me sad. I value the people that I let into my life. And I hate having to let go. Especially for a reason as stupid as sex (or lack there of). But I wont waste my time trying to care about someone and be someone's friend when they just don't want me around. I know when I am unwanted and I won't make a fool of myself begging to stick around.
On the other hand, Erik doesn't seem as joyful concerning our recent plans as I do. Of course this bothers me. He seems almost ashamed to tell anyone about it. Makes me wonder if he wants the same thing that I do or the complete opposite.
But whatever. He needs to talk to me and actually tell me what HE wants instead of just jerking me around and telling me he wants what I want.
peace fuckers.
"A long night spent with your most obvious weakness."
Just kidding it's really not that exciting. I've been attempting to lay low the past couple of weeks. Stay behind and just kind of observe people. I've noticed a few things that aren't really important and some that are. None that anyone would care to here about.
I guess you could say I am short one friend. I feel like it's kind of in limbo but it's better left there. It doesn't change the fact that this makes me sad. I value the people that I let into my life. And I hate having to let go. Especially for a reason as stupid as sex (or lack there of). But I wont waste my time trying to care about someone and be someone's friend when they just don't want me around. I know when I am unwanted and I won't make a fool of myself begging to stick around.
On the other hand, Erik doesn't seem as joyful concerning our recent plans as I do. Of course this bothers me. He seems almost ashamed to tell anyone about it. Makes me wonder if he wants the same thing that I do or the complete opposite.
But whatever. He needs to talk to me and actually tell me what HE wants instead of just jerking me around and telling me he wants what I want.
peace fuckers.
"A long night spent with your most obvious weakness."