The Origin of Love.
Know what I've been doing a lot lately. Which is actually really "emo" of me. I have a feeling it has something to do with my period... Anyways.
I've been watching Hedwig and listening to origin of love and thinking about Gabe. :/ I feel like we really grew apart. But then again I don't. It's just, we really don't talk anymore. But what is there to talk about?
Lately I've been wondering what people think about. I mean. Isn't that tha WORST feeling. Not knowing what someone else is thinking. But yet. We don't do anything about it. We just accept it as reality and move on. But I'm not sure if I want to do that. I keep soo many thoughts inside with the fear that someone might think I'm weird. When the truth is. You were thinking the same thing too. Or like, you know how you see a stranger, or maybe a person that you just know of, but don't know anything about... and you kinda just form an opinion right there with nothing to support it? Maybe I'm the only one. But then I'm thinking, no one is alone in the world. and SOMEONE has to think like I do. And I wonder, if those people are looking at ME and forming opinions. I bet you are. I wonder what you are thinking. And then I get scared. At the way that I present myself to the world. The opinions that people are forming. I know the way that I act and whatever isn't the way we are "supposed" to act. But I'm fucking tired of standards. And I'm TIRED of opinions, don't get me wrong we all NEED to have them. But I'm tired of caring about them. If you OPINION of me is something bad, than I won't talk to you. Or I will ignore it. I'm tired of getting put down by opninions. We learn in school that opinions don't mean shit because they aren't facts. Well thats me. I'm a fact. I am here. I am alive. And I make my own decisions.
I want to know what you're thinking...
Know what I like about movies based on AMAZING books. It doesn't take as long to watch the movie than read the book. hehe.
I don't know.
I've been watching Hedwig and listening to origin of love and thinking about Gabe. :/ I feel like we really grew apart. But then again I don't. It's just, we really don't talk anymore. But what is there to talk about?
Lately I've been wondering what people think about. I mean. Isn't that tha WORST feeling. Not knowing what someone else is thinking. But yet. We don't do anything about it. We just accept it as reality and move on. But I'm not sure if I want to do that. I keep soo many thoughts inside with the fear that someone might think I'm weird. When the truth is. You were thinking the same thing too. Or like, you know how you see a stranger, or maybe a person that you just know of, but don't know anything about... and you kinda just form an opinion right there with nothing to support it? Maybe I'm the only one. But then I'm thinking, no one is alone in the world. and SOMEONE has to think like I do. And I wonder, if those people are looking at ME and forming opinions. I bet you are. I wonder what you are thinking. And then I get scared. At the way that I present myself to the world. The opinions that people are forming. I know the way that I act and whatever isn't the way we are "supposed" to act. But I'm fucking tired of standards. And I'm TIRED of opinions, don't get me wrong we all NEED to have them. But I'm tired of caring about them. If you OPINION of me is something bad, than I won't talk to you. Or I will ignore it. I'm tired of getting put down by opninions. We learn in school that opinions don't mean shit because they aren't facts. Well thats me. I'm a fact. I am here. I am alive. And I make my own decisions.
I want to know what you're thinking...
Know what I like about movies based on AMAZING books. It doesn't take as long to watch the movie than read the book. hehe.
I don't know.