Wishing you were here by me...to end this misery
I can honestly say Cassie is the only girl I've truely loved. She's the best..just the absolute best. I get paranoid because people have done shitty things to me. I love her more than anything, and I don't want to lose her. I see myself lucky to have her really. I've never trusted anyone on drugs. Not one person. It's just extremely hard to when I kept getting screwed over when the other was on drugs. I hated that I brought that up with Cassie, but I have trusted her more than anyone else. To be honest, it's not that I don't trust her. I'm horrible at long distances. I know those sound like excuses but there not. I do trust her more than I've trusted anyone. I mean I would have never trusted anyone else that still hung out and was best friends with there ex, but I believe her when she tells me not to worry. It just eats away at me that I even asked about it. If there is one thing that I believe in the most its when she says she love me. I miss her so much. I want her back in my arms.