May 25, 2005 23:22
Fuck all this shit that's been happening to me over the past week. Eversince Kelly broke up with me I've been living a life filled with SHIT. The only happiness I find is when I hung out with Kristina, when Rebecca called, and when Im with the guys. I always love it when Rebecca calls. I've always had a thing for her eversince I first really got to know her. Kelly wants to come over on Friday but I really want to go to the 30 Foot Fall show now...if I can manage both that'd be great. I dont know if I can do that though. I mean I haven't seen Vatos Locos yet, and 30 Foot Fall shows are really kick ass. I just realize I really am alone this time, so I can just about do what the fuck ever I want to. I know that seems like an asshole thing to say, but damnit, sometimes you just have to ruin a good thing. I guess this is my way of moving on. Something I should have done along time ago. I have so much anger built up in me I better put it to use...no one will ever be crazy over me like I am them. GOODBYE!!!!
"So maybe you were right...maybe [your] not worth the fight."
-HorrorPops