curse you!
I've never had this problem so severely. Every time I try to sit down and write a few sentences for my thesis I just want to punch a wall or something; that's how frustrating it is. I'm just so disinterested in the topic and writing in general.
Usually when this happens I procrastinate until the night before the paper's due, then when I finally sit down and write, it just flows out and I end up with something good or at least decent. This thing was technically due weeks ago. I had months to work on it, and I'm just a little over half done. This thing just... isn't flowing. It's also probably because I've never had to write more than 15 pages on a single topic and this one is... oh... about 70.
My question to all of you is... how do you motivate yourself to write when you don't want to? When you'd rather lay in the bathtub for an hour, or eat snackies or listen to records? How? I need some real guidance and advice.
These days that should be relaxing and happy are a blur of grey because this is hanging over my head. The only person I have a Christmas present for this year is my mom, and I think that's just how it's going to be. I suck.