A letter to a really nice girl who makes me feel bad for not being so nice

Dec 20, 2011 21:56

You're such a nice person...and you make me feel like a bitch.

You make me feel inadequate, like my life is inferior. I'm not off volunteering with my time to charity this week because I'm at work, trying to keep the town running. I'm going to bed at 8:30 instead of being a role model to the young women of our town. I'm resentful and you are full of good cheer.

I wish there was a word for this feeling - I like you and I hate you because I feel bad about myself when I'm around you.

NEXT on skandrae rants: I resent pregnant women and can't verbalize why and I dislike the modern quilting passion for *wonky* blocks because I have symmetry issues

I miss you, internetz.
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