OUCH!
I hate feeling like this! Seems like things are happening around me and not with me. I feel like people all around me are hooking up but no one is hooking up with me. Does that make sense? I hate feeling like this. It makes my imagination run kindda wild. It makes me have tears so often and sometimes I know why and other times I don't. Sometimes I just want to speak and I cannot without the tears. And other times I feel myself getting so angry!!
Then I seem to take it out on myself. Pigged out tonite in front of the TV and I have been doing so well. So why am I letting things around me bother me so much and then taking it out on myself?! This needs to stop and it needs to stop soon!!
Maybe some rest will help! Good night live journal!