Recap of the last year: FUCK OFF!
so i understand i have not updated in a long long time, it makes me un easy thinking of all the journal entries ive been missing from every one.
i still listen to ska and punk alot. i still play bass alot. i am in high school now so i have 3 more years to look forward to . i made some new friends this year that are leaving and it really dows suck when you abandon all your other friends and thne your new friends are leavign for different schools. and then on top of it no one wants to hang out , they want to W.O.W 24/7 and thats bullshit that video games dont entertain me but all my friends can play non stop and jsut leave me doing nothing. this is gonna be a good and yet bad summer. my band is going, but we are at a level where we are not gonna get better.i know thats pessimistic but itst he truth, when egos collide there is no way to fix it. in my opinion i wasnt meant to be born when i was, i was meant to be older. it makes no sense that im ion high school and all my friends are out of high school. the more i think about this and write it makes me angry.
anyways i stil dont have a job i havent smoked weed in over 2 months. i still am pissed that justin died, i do really want him back. its summer now and i still feel the same. i feel the sadness of being in school out side of it.
both my sisters moved out. my mom has become depressed. she thinks everyone against her. including my dad and i.
i need to get more friends these people are driving me insane,(more so).
so the bottom line is..
FUCK VIDEO GAMES IN EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OR SHALL I SAY OBSESSIVE
FUCK FRIENDS WHO ARENT FRIENDS
FUCK PEOPLE LEAVING THEIR HOME TOWN(FOR NOW)
i still listen to ska and punk alot. i still play bass alot. i am in high school now so i have 3 more years to look forward to . i made some new friends this year that are leaving and it really dows suck when you abandon all your other friends and thne your new friends are leavign for different schools. and then on top of it no one wants to hang out , they want to W.O.W 24/7 and thats bullshit that video games dont entertain me but all my friends can play non stop and jsut leave me doing nothing. this is gonna be a good and yet bad summer. my band is going, but we are at a level where we are not gonna get better.i know thats pessimistic but itst he truth, when egos collide there is no way to fix it. in my opinion i wasnt meant to be born when i was, i was meant to be older. it makes no sense that im ion high school and all my friends are out of high school. the more i think about this and write it makes me angry.
anyways i stil dont have a job i havent smoked weed in over 2 months. i still am pissed that justin died, i do really want him back. its summer now and i still feel the same. i feel the sadness of being in school out side of it.
both my sisters moved out. my mom has become depressed. she thinks everyone against her. including my dad and i.
i need to get more friends these people are driving me insane,(more so).
so the bottom line is..
FUCK VIDEO GAMES IN EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OR SHALL I SAY OBSESSIVE
FUCK FRIENDS WHO ARENT FRIENDS
FUCK PEOPLE LEAVING THEIR HOME TOWN(FOR NOW)