there's a lot of bitching going on!!
WARNING BELOW THERE IS A LOT OF BITCHING GOING ON...SKIP TOWARD THE BOTTOM FOR BETTER STUFF...JUST THOUGHT I SHOULD WARN ALL OF YOU ALL!!!!!
i know i know never update here anymore but i'm usually on myspace and i check this every once in a while...umm don't know where i am going to college i was asked that by blum himself and wasn't surprised w/ oh well you got to know soon and blah blah blah...i don't want to go to college anymore fuck it i say!!! talked to martin and that was cool..we didn't fight or anything it was awesome it felt like we were friends...dad was being a total dick head...sorry i can't control monica from being stupid she's a dumbass and is stubborn (my mom was stubborn too!! and a gemini just like monica) FUCK!!!! it just pisses me off that he tries to be the whole fucking drill instructor type of father and try to scare me but straight up i'm not scared of him....like at all...he can kiss my ass for all i care...i bet that tomorrow he's going to give us his speech of how he needs more respect and blah blah and i will open my big mouth and he's going to get pissed off and all and all i more than likely won't be able to go out and be stuck at my grandma's (fucking woopy doo!) again with out a damn thing to do....oh and FUCK THE STRAWBERRY FESTIVAL!!! THE SAME RIDES ARE GOING TO DOWNTOWN FOR FIESTA!!!! i have a feeling that my dad is going to be like "we should go" and i don't want to...damn i'm so pissed off!! ugh!!! martin almost convinced me to go to a community college and stay in town for a year or so to get my basics done with but with my dad being the way he was makes me want to get out of s.a. as soon as possible..
ONWARDS TO BETTER NEWS!!!
i have a prom date and i'm really excited!!!he's so freaking sweet!!! he's awesome and i can't wait to get on the dance floor and boogie with him!!!! just the fact about going to prom with him is what is keeping me happy!!!!!
oh yeah houston next week for my art competiton!!!hells yeah!!
well that's that
nessa
i know i know never update here anymore but i'm usually on myspace and i check this every once in a while...umm don't know where i am going to college i was asked that by blum himself and wasn't surprised w/ oh well you got to know soon and blah blah blah...i don't want to go to college anymore fuck it i say!!! talked to martin and that was cool..we didn't fight or anything it was awesome it felt like we were friends...dad was being a total dick head...sorry i can't control monica from being stupid she's a dumbass and is stubborn (my mom was stubborn too!! and a gemini just like monica) FUCK!!!! it just pisses me off that he tries to be the whole fucking drill instructor type of father and try to scare me but straight up i'm not scared of him....like at all...he can kiss my ass for all i care...i bet that tomorrow he's going to give us his speech of how he needs more respect and blah blah and i will open my big mouth and he's going to get pissed off and all and all i more than likely won't be able to go out and be stuck at my grandma's (fucking woopy doo!) again with out a damn thing to do....oh and FUCK THE STRAWBERRY FESTIVAL!!! THE SAME RIDES ARE GOING TO DOWNTOWN FOR FIESTA!!!! i have a feeling that my dad is going to be like "we should go" and i don't want to...damn i'm so pissed off!! ugh!!! martin almost convinced me to go to a community college and stay in town for a year or so to get my basics done with but with my dad being the way he was makes me want to get out of s.a. as soon as possible..
ONWARDS TO BETTER NEWS!!!
i have a prom date and i'm really excited!!!he's so freaking sweet!!! he's awesome and i can't wait to get on the dance floor and boogie with him!!!! just the fact about going to prom with him is what is keeping me happy!!!!!
oh yeah houston next week for my art competiton!!!hells yeah!!
well that's that
nessa