calm down

[skaloser]

A trainer at work had what I consider a mental breakdown today at work. It made me kinda sad. He just started pouring his heart out, said he was going to have a panic attack. He was pretty convinced he was getting fired. That place is so fucked. I've worked there for 4 years and every time I see somebody get fired, I think they're coming after me next. My whole vacation thing is freaking me out, I told them in January I was going to Europe and I needed the time off, I Had my boss, my bosses boss and the whole building telling me I could take it, then next thing you know...I'm in training, I can't miss any days of it and it lasts 2 months. I told them I would only be transfered if I could have the time off, they agreed....This chick I work with had similar plans to go to on vacation at the same time, all the bosses said she could go too...now they say she can't. I will totally quit that place if I don't get the time off. I told them that too. I like the idea of the system admin certification but I i'm not messing around. I really need to get out of this place.

I broke my hand a few weeks ago and have been letting it heal on it's own, which was a horrible idea but I figured it would be fine, and my medical insurance sucks dick. It was, until everybody in the world decided to want to shake my hand. My bosses boss, went to shake my hand, and of course I held it out...then screamed. He looked scared. The past 2 weeks, chicks have been dancing with me when I go out, and they grab it...pain! Then today, the trainer wanted to shake my hand before I left for the day, so I stuck out like a genius, all i could mutter was..."broken" after he grabbed it. It was feeling better, now i think I should go to the doctor.

I think I i'm going to nap now.