alcohol
I've been way too stupid for way to long. I'm 23 now, not doing anything that I want...working at a mind numbing job. I realized that I have drank just about every week since I was like 18 or so..which really wouldn't be bad if I accomplished anything during that time. All my friends are alcoholics...I'm an alcoholic. My aunt last week compared me to my uncle who has been an alcoholic his whole life and at the age of 50 something finally quit, he has nothing, no friends and no life. I've decided to stop drinking for 30 days...at the very least. I don't want to ever have to look back and remember all the great times I have had....and only remember a beer in my hand.
Last night I had a bunch of people over...they all got trashed and I didn't. It was kinda fun still, I stayed up till like 4:30 am with them, then I went to bed...I woke up at like 8:30 today, went out and had some breakfast with a friend and talked. My car broke down on monday, which sucks...i'm trying to get all my stuff together to go back to college...Also cut back on hanging out with people. I'm gonna setup my darkroom and develop some pictures this week, my photopaper expired in sep. but it still should work. Also, since i'll have all this extra free time from not drinking, i'll attempt to learn more than the 3 chords I know on my banjo...maybe try and play a few songs or something.
I have about an hour and 15 minutes to get to work...I think i'm going to go in early and do some reading at my desk.
Last night I had a bunch of people over...they all got trashed and I didn't. It was kinda fun still, I stayed up till like 4:30 am with them, then I went to bed...I woke up at like 8:30 today, went out and had some breakfast with a friend and talked. My car broke down on monday, which sucks...i'm trying to get all my stuff together to go back to college...Also cut back on hanging out with people. I'm gonna setup my darkroom and develop some pictures this week, my photopaper expired in sep. but it still should work. Also, since i'll have all this extra free time from not drinking, i'll attempt to learn more than the 3 chords I know on my banjo...maybe try and play a few songs or something.
I have about an hour and 15 minutes to get to work...I think i'm going to go in early and do some reading at my desk.