Tomorrow never happens, man. It's all the same fucking day, man.

[skalicia]

There has been a lot going on lately and a lot on my mind. Hitting send, probably tomorrow, on my application to Penn. Nervous as hell as its been about 6 or so years since I've been in school. But secretarianism is getting me no where and I have no truly marketable skills. My alcohol tolerance is higher than ever.

Cool?

But not really getting me where I need to be. Gotta surround myself with better people than I've been meeting too. That is that. Moving to West Philly come the new year. Having a house got boring.

I need some sort of balance too. It has been work and social life for far too long. I need an in between.

My sister is pretty far along. Planning her baby shower has been a thousand times easier than what I had to go through for her wedding shower. I think I'm just getting better at this stuff. She asked me to be in the delivery room when she has the baby. I've been scrambling to find books and articles on the matter cause I sort of have no idea how to be of support while someone is trying to push out a baby. Gonna be quite an experience.

Californication season premier tonight. Gonna watch the shit out of it.
Gotta go clean my room up and finish wash and shower.