Feb 16, 2006 15:28
Sorry, here's my emo post. Why does my mom simply not understand that I'm not as good as Ryan. I'm not as smart or talented as him so why do she expect me to be. It makes me literally want to kill myself, although I'm not going to. My parents say they never compare me to him and they never will, but I guess they are just lying. If I get a bad grade on a test, it's always why aren't you trying, Ryan made a really high "A" in that class. Well, IM NOT AS GOOD AS RYAN, STOP COMPARING ME TO HIM! IT'S NOT THAT IM NOT TRYING, I STUDIED FOR FOUR HOURS! I just wish they could get it through their heads that I'm not nor will I ever be as good as him. Yea, sorry, I needed to get some emotions expressed.