Nov 10, 2001 13:53
well - finished 'all families are pyschotic' yesterday and im starting 'girlfriend in a coma' by the same author douglas coupland
have hockey in a hour soi must get ready soon - gotta buy a present for ians birthday and send greg a letter i wrote to him a while ago but i havent got time yet i have tooo much fucking time to do things which dont matter or shouldnt but they do - also i came to a strange understanding about myself last night - how fucking empty i am of any passionate feelings that i havent inherited - i mean i dont know, inarticulate in a different way within myself - obviously i cant explain - MONEY FOR THE RICH MONEY FOR THE SPENT WHO CARES ABOUT THE MONEY WHEN YOURE MONEY'S MEANT THEY'RE DEAD And maybe an intersecting lyric means i wont have to mwuhahahahahahahah
sojust be conscious of the fact, be aware, that u never grow into yourself, you never have a stable self to call your own and illusion may just be the only thing that guides you to nothing
keep on keeping that beat alive
mofo