all is done and said
so today i pass drivers ed. and this thursday i am haveing my eagle court and hopefuly i pass. so like after i get i realy dont know y i should live. i mean.. i dont know were to go right now. i am at a bummpy time in my life and i have no good friends to lean on. i hate almost %99.9 of the world right now. idk. i just am speachless. i mean yes i have friends but none i can trust fully. theres one i want to but i think she is just dose not care at all about me. but i know one thing for sure . after i get my eagle theres nothing holding me back from my rage to this world. the other day i when i yelled at lunch i wasnt like just yelling i was actly mad. now i am not going to kill my self the only time i would do that is if like if everyone else died on the earth.but anyways back to the lucnh thing i am going to be like that 24 7. so ya see ya