Jul 17, 2005 21:50
I went to church today, other than visiting church back home and a Mormon church (to learn more about the religion) i haven't been to church in two years. I have reached a point in my life where everything has failed me. all the sex, drinking and partying don't drown the pain anymore. It is so sad that it took yet another failed relationship to realize that hole in my life, wasn't love...It was the one that that was always there, whispering in my ear, so fulfilling but your always so busy with your "Life" you ignore it...I mean it is so much easier to party party party and drink drink drink than it is to crack a bible or get down on your knees and pray. The Lord is so fulfilling and it has been a long time since I've listened to him. From this moment on it is time to stop and get my life back on track. For all of those people that think they are in charge of their lives, stop and realize that you control nothing. The Lord our God lets you choose which path to take. I've been on the wrong path for far too long.
Jess