Jun 14, 2007 17:30
I know that all this obsession with thinness is unrealistic and antifeminist…BUT THAT'S JUST WHAT A FAT GIRL WOULD SAY!
-lisa
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i feel kind of trapped and like i'm deceiving all of my friends.
yes sarah, i was hongry today at lunch, but i didn't want to pay for an over priced sandwich and i feel like the good year blimp.
i worked out for an hr and a half yesterday playing ddr and then i've been sitting on my mom's "fitness orb" instead of my desk chair to help w/ my "core"
i just can't bring myself to eat right now. despite my hunger pains.
and like right now it seems like food is bombarding me from everywhere right now...
and i don't want help for it.
<3
being stupid,
annorexia