trust. why does it come easily to me????
I TRUST PEOPLE WAY TO EASILY. WHY? I DONT KNOW. I AM STARTING TO THINK THAT IT'S NOT GOOD. I AM THE TYPE THAT IS A PEOPLE PLEASER AND IT IS STARTING TO GET TO ME. I KNOW THAT I LIKE TO TRUST PEOPLE BECAUSE I LIKE TO THINK THAT THERE IS SOME GOOD IN EVEYONE. BUT LATELY....MAN I CANT TALK TO ANYBODY BECAUSE OF THE FEAR OF BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. I NOTICE THAT I HAVE BEEN KEEPING THINGS IN ALOT. I KNOW THAT IT IS NOT GOOD BUT...WHAT THE HELL AM I TRYING TO SAY????.... MY MIND IS ALL SCREWED UP RIGHT NOW. THINGS ARE COMING IN AND OUT. AND I CANT KEEP UP. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO THAT UNDERSTANDS ALL THE SHIT THAT IT UP. CONFUSED, ANGRY, FEED UP...THE LIST GOES ON AND ON......WHY THOUGH? I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHAT TRIGGERS THOUGHTS ANYWAY? SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS. IT IS AMAZING WHAT THE BODY DOES AND HOW IT REACTS TO SITUATIONS....WHAT THE FUCK HOW DOES THE BODY RELATE TO TRUST? SEE WHAT I MEAN. I TALK ABOUT SOMETHING, THEN SOMETHING ELSE POPS IN MY HEAD AND I AM LIKE "HEY.." FUNNY.
TRUST. HOW DO U KNOW WHEN YOU CAN TRUST SOMEONE FULLY AND COMPLETELY? HOW DO U KNOW WHEN U ARE TRUSTED FULLY AND COMPLETELY? THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT I DO KNOW THAT I TRUST BUT EVEN I DONT TELL THAT PERSON EVERYTHING. WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE DO TO STOP THE TRUST THEY GOTTEN? DOES ANY OF THIS MAKE SENSE? I NEED TO WORK OUT MY THOUGHTS THEN PUT THEM DOWN........
TRUST. HOW DO U KNOW WHEN YOU CAN TRUST SOMEONE FULLY AND COMPLETELY? HOW DO U KNOW WHEN U ARE TRUSTED FULLY AND COMPLETELY? THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT I DO KNOW THAT I TRUST BUT EVEN I DONT TELL THAT PERSON EVERYTHING. WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE DO TO STOP THE TRUST THEY GOTTEN? DOES ANY OF THIS MAKE SENSE? I NEED TO WORK OUT MY THOUGHTS THEN PUT THEM DOWN........