RAWR
Alright, so those of you that know Jason, know that he makes these really sad posts about how he feels about me. I am also very very very sad that I dont get to see him everyday.
But I dont want to make sad little posts about how much i miss him.
It just pisses me off. The situation we are in just totaly pisses me off.
I think im over the being sad part, it at least I like to think I am, not to say that I dont get all teary eyed over it on a regular basis, but every aspect of it pisses me that hell off.
The fact i'v never met anyone like him, and its just damn typical that hes going to live in freaking PA.
And that I spend all my money to make it so that we can see each other.
(Note: Jason this is not to make you feel bad at all even though I know it will, its not my intention at all, im just bloody frustrated with all of it)
The fact that it feels like I dont have a life anymore, which dosent even really have much to do with Jason at all, but he tells me hes out and about doing stuff with friends and I'm like, yeah well im on my way to work, or school or doing homework, thats pretty much all that I do. Not that i think that what Jason is doing is exciting, cause i know thats what he is going to say-just to be out with friends, and not know i have to be at work at 3 or get up for school in the morning, or have to teach riding lessons.
Now i LOVE to hang out with my MLE but we are just so busy since school started again that neither of us have very much time for each other, she hasent called me since school started again, which is cool cause I know shes just as busy as I am, but it just sucks.
I'm just fucking pissed off at everything!!
I'm a bitch to Jason because of it as well, and he dosent deserve it, so im sorry Jason
Alright, you know what
i'm going to stop bitching about my life
even though im not nearly done
RAWR!!!!
But I dont want to make sad little posts about how much i miss him.
It just pisses me off. The situation we are in just totaly pisses me off.
I think im over the being sad part, it at least I like to think I am, not to say that I dont get all teary eyed over it on a regular basis, but every aspect of it pisses me that hell off.
The fact i'v never met anyone like him, and its just damn typical that hes going to live in freaking PA.
And that I spend all my money to make it so that we can see each other.
(Note: Jason this is not to make you feel bad at all even though I know it will, its not my intention at all, im just bloody frustrated with all of it)
The fact that it feels like I dont have a life anymore, which dosent even really have much to do with Jason at all, but he tells me hes out and about doing stuff with friends and I'm like, yeah well im on my way to work, or school or doing homework, thats pretty much all that I do. Not that i think that what Jason is doing is exciting, cause i know thats what he is going to say-just to be out with friends, and not know i have to be at work at 3 or get up for school in the morning, or have to teach riding lessons.
Now i LOVE to hang out with my MLE but we are just so busy since school started again that neither of us have very much time for each other, she hasent called me since school started again, which is cool cause I know shes just as busy as I am, but it just sucks.
I'm just fucking pissed off at everything!!
I'm a bitch to Jason because of it as well, and he dosent deserve it, so im sorry Jason
Alright, you know what
i'm going to stop bitching about my life
even though im not nearly done
RAWR!!!!