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Hello everyone. I'm now living with Geordie in Olyimpia, Washington. Things are going good. I'm sore most days from rock climbing or running or the like, but it feels good. This summer I'll be in Moab, Utah, working as a raft guide. I just got out of a chinese poetry reading.... Now I want to become a translator more than ever. Maybe I can take some non-credit classes here next semester. Maybe not, people smoke way too much pot around here. They have some great forests around here, been on a few walks through them. I think maybe after kayaking tomorrow, i'll see about walking to downtown Oly. My situation with the fairer sex is very......lacking. I've come to realize I need a female counterpart, but my current situation makes that unlikely until after the summer, and maybe not even after that. So, as of now, I'm very much up in the air. I'm thinking of going to japan after the summer and leaning the language, maybe be a teacher or tutor (both prolly with the way japanese people are). I need to go to greece first though.... I cant even do any gaming out here. The connection on campus is too slow, and I doubt there are any cybercafes around here. Not like I have the money to be spending on them. I have to pay for a wilderness first responder course for the summer and also for housing for the summer, I have $400 right now, but that doesn't look like its going to be enough. After the summer it looks like i'm going to have about $1000 to do with as I wish. But that will go to starting the next leg of my life. Things seem to be working for me right now, but it feels like i'm just waiting for the facade to come crashing down revealing the fact that i've gone from a stable hellhole, to another hellhole, but this one without any form, and so therefore trapping me forever.
My story has not progress a single iota. I still have it with me on cd, but all my creative juices seem to have dried up....I dont even have my original story. Damn. I'm not sure where it is.
Okay, i think i've finished bitching and complaining. Sorry about that. I have a serious lack of emotions right now. I've been thinking of only the next day recently. The past seems to have lost its hold. A week ago, I was with my friends in virginia...... and it doesn't evoke any emotions that i'm now on a different coast than them. Nor does the thought of my family, or much else. Every smile is a lie to cover the fact that a complete and total apathy has consumed me.
Apparently, I wasn't finished bitching. Well this is me umm.... signing off I guess. Ciao.
My story has not progress a single iota. I still have it with me on cd, but all my creative juices seem to have dried up....I dont even have my original story. Damn. I'm not sure where it is.
Okay, i think i've finished bitching and complaining. Sorry about that. I have a serious lack of emotions right now. I've been thinking of only the next day recently. The past seems to have lost its hold. A week ago, I was with my friends in virginia...... and it doesn't evoke any emotions that i'm now on a different coast than them. Nor does the thought of my family, or much else. Every smile is a lie to cover the fact that a complete and total apathy has consumed me.
Apparently, I wasn't finished bitching. Well this is me umm.... signing off I guess. Ciao.