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Hello everyone.
So I guess my life is in some kind of order, what it is yet I'm not sure. I'm enlisting into the army and moving away for a while, hopefully that will help me get my life and head straightened out. I'm sort of lost as is. Wish me luck and I'll see about making more of the story (although I didn't get much feedback, but then almost no one reads my journal so it's all good). Talk to you guys later, I guess.
Ciao.
"So Afraid,
Open your eyes,
Know too well,
That which awaits you,
Something undefined,
There in the Halflight,
The Demon without,
The Demon inside,
To Plague and Torment you,
Feeling so sure,
Feeling so uncertain,
Something is wrong,
Everyones gone,
You have been Left Behind,
Everyone Left the Demon inside.
Do you still, hear their laughter,
So hard to describe,
And Never forget,
The faces that haunt you,
Awake or asleep,
I know you can't tell,
Unable to sleep,
Unable to fight,
Unwilling to wake,
To open your eyes,
Face your oppressor,
Still you go on,
Convinced it will end,
Can you remember,
A day when it was not,
Not like this,
Unsure of yourself,
Unsure of your thoughts,
Unable to know,
Of what you think is right or wrong,
Still you go on,
Convinced it will end,
But someone pushes,
A blade though your mind,
There on the edge,
No one will find you,
So hearing them laugh,
There's no lights at the end for you.
Why is everything wrong,
Here I am,
Here I am,
With these words,
Trying to say,
Something I can't,
Something I can't tell you,
Nothing is wrong,
The demons they have left you,
You were not left behind,
You were not left behind,
So open your eyes,
So open your eyes,
Unable to sleep,
Unable to fight,
Unwilling to wake,
Please open your eyes,
Here I stand,
Unable to tell you,
I am trying to say,
Nothing is wrong,
Please open your eyes,
Nothing is wrong,
You were not left behind."
-VNV Nation
Left Behind
So I guess my life is in some kind of order, what it is yet I'm not sure. I'm enlisting into the army and moving away for a while, hopefully that will help me get my life and head straightened out. I'm sort of lost as is. Wish me luck and I'll see about making more of the story (although I didn't get much feedback, but then almost no one reads my journal so it's all good). Talk to you guys later, I guess.
Ciao.
"So Afraid,
Open your eyes,
Know too well,
That which awaits you,
Something undefined,
There in the Halflight,
The Demon without,
The Demon inside,
To Plague and Torment you,
Feeling so sure,
Feeling so uncertain,
Something is wrong,
Everyones gone,
You have been Left Behind,
Everyone Left the Demon inside.
Do you still, hear their laughter,
So hard to describe,
And Never forget,
The faces that haunt you,
Awake or asleep,
I know you can't tell,
Unable to sleep,
Unable to fight,
Unwilling to wake,
To open your eyes,
Face your oppressor,
Still you go on,
Convinced it will end,
Can you remember,
A day when it was not,
Not like this,
Unsure of yourself,
Unsure of your thoughts,
Unable to know,
Of what you think is right or wrong,
Still you go on,
Convinced it will end,
But someone pushes,
A blade though your mind,
There on the edge,
No one will find you,
So hearing them laugh,
There's no lights at the end for you.
Why is everything wrong,
Here I am,
Here I am,
With these words,
Trying to say,
Something I can't,
Something I can't tell you,
Nothing is wrong,
The demons they have left you,
You were not left behind,
You were not left behind,
So open your eyes,
So open your eyes,
Unable to sleep,
Unable to fight,
Unwilling to wake,
Please open your eyes,
Here I stand,
Unable to tell you,
I am trying to say,
Nothing is wrong,
Please open your eyes,
Nothing is wrong,
You were not left behind."
-VNV Nation
Left Behind