emotionally raped
have you ever felt emotionaly raped? like all your emotions have drained away because it seemed like on person raped you of them? i remember when i felt that way....
i'm the library, suppose to be in lunch but some how i really just don't want to go there.... i found out that i'm not going to fail global or math, but barliy pass with a d... a d is better then a f... oh well, iwon't be killed.
i haven't updated in awhile. there was things going on with eric, and sometimes it was weird, iwould call and his mom told me don't call, eric can't talk to me for awhile... but last night i saw him and all we did was hug and keep whipsering in each others ear's i missed you, i love you... i do... i really really do.
there was a confrontation with me and josh a few days ago. i don't know what happend with that, but he's starting to act the same way roger did that week.. thinking we rn't friends because we don't hang out.. i would LOVE to hang out with josh but it would be weird... but whatever.. i don't really care..
it's benn almost 6 months since i last cut. do you understand what that means? i'm growing up, i'm starting new... 6 months of stopping something i used to do almost everyday... i would get a high just seeing me in pain, seeing the blood drip.. it grosses me out when i think back of my torn skin....
great, and now i have to go to lunch.. yuck..
i'm the library, suppose to be in lunch but some how i really just don't want to go there.... i found out that i'm not going to fail global or math, but barliy pass with a d... a d is better then a f... oh well, iwon't be killed.
i haven't updated in awhile. there was things going on with eric, and sometimes it was weird, iwould call and his mom told me don't call, eric can't talk to me for awhile... but last night i saw him and all we did was hug and keep whipsering in each others ear's i missed you, i love you... i do... i really really do.
there was a confrontation with me and josh a few days ago. i don't know what happend with that, but he's starting to act the same way roger did that week.. thinking we rn't friends because we don't hang out.. i would LOVE to hang out with josh but it would be weird... but whatever.. i don't really care..
it's benn almost 6 months since i last cut. do you understand what that means? i'm growing up, i'm starting new... 6 months of stopping something i used to do almost everyday... i would get a high just seeing me in pain, seeing the blood drip.. it grosses me out when i think back of my torn skin....
great, and now i have to go to lunch.. yuck..