i'm laying in your warmth
ah, what a good day to play the wicked sport of paintball? it's was wonderful, beautiful.. i got hit about 5 times, surrenderd 3 times, and we sadly did not win. BUT HEY! it's a nice game... after that a nice dinner at subways with my main man eric. couldn't ask for more:-)
last night was.... ok? i went to some dance for odyssey (it took me litteraly 3 times to spell it right.. only way i did was looking at erics sweatshirt. i was nervous. once we got there eric said 'jennys here i saw her and matt's car'... i got REALLY nervouse. my boyfriends ex was there, the one i think has a problem with me. so we danced, didn't see her... then there she was, we locked eyes for 2 sendons i turned around.. and froze. i couldn't speak and eric knew why, he saw her to because i told him. he asked what was wrong, why i dind't want to dance or talk or anything and i just mutterd 'i'm tired thats all' finally i told him. after awhile i relaized it's just jenny, i don't have a problem with her and i need to have a good time. so i did. i met alot of people there that some we're overly excited to meet me (i guess eric talks about me ALOT) and some that we're really nice and cool. but i saw jenny 1 more time, but i got over it. but before.. i choked, i don't know why... i FROZE...
i don't know why but i did... then i unfroze and got out of my "imaloserbecauseisawjenny" mood and did my thang... so it was a good good night.
i guess that's about it, nothing more or less...
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last night was.... ok? i went to some dance for odyssey (it took me litteraly 3 times to spell it right.. only way i did was looking at erics sweatshirt. i was nervous. once we got there eric said 'jennys here i saw her and matt's car'... i got REALLY nervouse. my boyfriends ex was there, the one i think has a problem with me. so we danced, didn't see her... then there she was, we locked eyes for 2 sendons i turned around.. and froze. i couldn't speak and eric knew why, he saw her to because i told him. he asked what was wrong, why i dind't want to dance or talk or anything and i just mutterd 'i'm tired thats all' finally i told him. after awhile i relaized it's just jenny, i don't have a problem with her and i need to have a good time. so i did. i met alot of people there that some we're overly excited to meet me (i guess eric talks about me ALOT) and some that we're really nice and cool. but i saw jenny 1 more time, but i got over it. but before.. i choked, i don't know why... i FROZE...
i don't know why but i did... then i unfroze and got out of my "imaloserbecauseisawjenny" mood and did my thang... so it was a good good night.
i guess that's about it, nothing more or less...
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