can i finally say i'm done...
Last night Adrienne and I took Angela to horse back riding lessons. I had a good chance to talk about life with Adrienne. USally she's home for 5 minutes then out the door. Her and I probally haven't had 3 hours worth of conversation since I met her... and she's my sister. She's so busy since she moved in 2 years ago that We;ve never had a sister sister realtionship. I love the one I have with Angela, but Adrienne and me have nothing. I wish I could talk to her because she is older, and understands alot more. I hope she wants to have a sister realtionship with me. Sometimes I wish I can scream my pain and hatred towards life and she can help me deal.. I don't think she would. But last night, we accually got close enough to talk about depression, for about 3 minutes at least... I don't know. I may just give up.
We're supposed to go to the church Simulcast but Adrienne got up late and we're 20 minutes late... Oh well..
Greg's noticed I been acting weird. I always act differnt. He nor I know wha's going on with me. NO ONE DOES. I don't want you to. I don't care soemtimes. Neither should you. Whatever.. I'm getting on my little rant that know one reads... bah, who reads this anyways?
We're supposed to go to the church Simulcast but Adrienne got up late and we're 20 minutes late... Oh well..
Greg's noticed I been acting weird. I always act differnt. He nor I know wha's going on with me. NO ONE DOES. I don't want you to. I don't care soemtimes. Neither should you. Whatever.. I'm getting on my little rant that know one reads... bah, who reads this anyways?