Oct 11, 2005 13:09
and not in margarita ville.
why is my life filled with WORK WORK WORK and DREAMS WITH NO ACTION?!
mattie. i feel like i'm getting dumber, less interesting, and more lame. why?
i need inspiration!!! things are fine, but that's just it...FINE. i want GREAT, BRILLIANT, INSPIRING!!! when did life get so bland, and "day in day out?" "SUNRISE FUCKING SUNSET!"
-excerpt from my email to my beloved Mattie
so "life is crashing down on me"
..."life can be beautiful"
just a thought from Rebel Without a Cause.
Natalie Wood's line = me the pessimist
James Dean's line = me the optimist. dissonance.