reason and love...
"reason and love keep little company together nowadays"- Bottom, midsummer night's dream
so... my life... if anyone is even reading this: i have been consumed by the play, "a midsummer night's dream". building the set for it and being in it. i love it though, and doing theatre...no matter how much school i'm skipping and papers i'm forgetting to write, i always feel productive. like somehow i'm making a little difference in the world. entertaining people for 2 hours. it's a great thing, and this is what i live for.
i went down to "beyond LMU" today to talk to someone about my life. tons of links and scholarships to check out...but i just dont know. how to get back to london...hmm.. so i am posting this to ALL BRITISH MEN WITH CITIZENSHIP...marry me, no questions asked. give me citizenship, and i'll leave you alone. or set you up with one of my amazingly hot girlfriends. i just dont know how and when and with what money i'll be going there. all i know is that i HAVE to. when you're called to something, you just know it. when things are right, it's just a feeling. something clicks. it all works, and you get wrapped up into a bubble of that thing. i have a few bubbles in my little life, and london is something i'm sure about. and mac and cheese.
my parents are coming thursday for a few days to see the show, and go to disneyland. should be fun. it's always good to have people buy you things.
november 5th. wow. 2004. wow. i mean, when did this all happen? this time last year i was in madrid, spain after visits to dublin and paris over our fall break at BADA. ONE YEAR AGO seems SOOOO long ago, like a time i made up staring out of a window...then it also feels like i left yesterday, and the pain is unbarable. life man...it's SOOO fucked up.
but what's right? what's wrong? what is grey? why cant i just live in the grey? who cant people do the grey thing? it's such a nice color, and no one gets hurt or disappointed. grey grey grey. i just need 1 week of doing nothing. no phone calls, no bills, no classes, no money, no meetings. nothing. i think that would fix it all.
i should be at a cast party right now, but i'm alone in my apartment. with no one to check in with, and a new popcorn maker to think about, and to put into use. movies and popcorn...how northwest am i?
"And all I really know is I wanna know. And all I really know is I don’t wanna know"-counting crows
so... my life... if anyone is even reading this: i have been consumed by the play, "a midsummer night's dream". building the set for it and being in it. i love it though, and doing theatre...no matter how much school i'm skipping and papers i'm forgetting to write, i always feel productive. like somehow i'm making a little difference in the world. entertaining people for 2 hours. it's a great thing, and this is what i live for.
i went down to "beyond LMU" today to talk to someone about my life. tons of links and scholarships to check out...but i just dont know. how to get back to london...hmm.. so i am posting this to ALL BRITISH MEN WITH CITIZENSHIP...marry me, no questions asked. give me citizenship, and i'll leave you alone. or set you up with one of my amazingly hot girlfriends. i just dont know how and when and with what money i'll be going there. all i know is that i HAVE to. when you're called to something, you just know it. when things are right, it's just a feeling. something clicks. it all works, and you get wrapped up into a bubble of that thing. i have a few bubbles in my little life, and london is something i'm sure about. and mac and cheese.
my parents are coming thursday for a few days to see the show, and go to disneyland. should be fun. it's always good to have people buy you things.
november 5th. wow. 2004. wow. i mean, when did this all happen? this time last year i was in madrid, spain after visits to dublin and paris over our fall break at BADA. ONE YEAR AGO seems SOOOO long ago, like a time i made up staring out of a window...then it also feels like i left yesterday, and the pain is unbarable. life man...it's SOOO fucked up.
but what's right? what's wrong? what is grey? why cant i just live in the grey? who cant people do the grey thing? it's such a nice color, and no one gets hurt or disappointed. grey grey grey. i just need 1 week of doing nothing. no phone calls, no bills, no classes, no money, no meetings. nothing. i think that would fix it all.
i should be at a cast party right now, but i'm alone in my apartment. with no one to check in with, and a new popcorn maker to think about, and to put into use. movies and popcorn...how northwest am i?
"And all I really know is I wanna know. And all I really know is I don’t wanna know"-counting crows