x x x beany - 29/4/86 - 29/11/03 x x x
last night i was online. xuntitledx showed me a link to cyb0rfox's journal. i thought it was a joke, i really did. i rang holly for jojos number and she said she knew. i rang bates and he knew. i was going out of my mind. i thought it was a joke. it still doesnt seem real. im going between stages of crying my eyes out and stages of complete numbness. it doesn't seem real at all. i met jojo last night and cried & hugged. we went to her house and talked loads over a J. icant believe this has happened.
beany150 passed away on saturday. i remember the first day i saw him in college and i thought he looked lovely. then we met through lj. i loved chilling with him at college, and our funny conversations on msn.
i wish i could have said bye and told him how much i appreciate him and how i think he is lovely and funny and a great friend.
you will be missed so very much by everyone beany. the tears im crying is the love i have for you. i can still feel you, i can feel a part of you in me, the impact you had on me, the things you taught me, the laughter you brought to me.
i'll never get to see you play in your band. we can't gig together now. i havent spent a proper good evening with you. i wish i could have given you one last hug.
beany, you are a legend. i'll miss you, and i'll treasure the memories of you.
i hope you are happy wherever you are.
love Georgie xox
beany150 passed away on saturday. i remember the first day i saw him in college and i thought he looked lovely. then we met through lj. i loved chilling with him at college, and our funny conversations on msn.
i wish i could have said bye and told him how much i appreciate him and how i think he is lovely and funny and a great friend.
you will be missed so very much by everyone beany. the tears im crying is the love i have for you. i can still feel you, i can feel a part of you in me, the impact you had on me, the things you taught me, the laughter you brought to me.
i'll never get to see you play in your band. we can't gig together now. i havent spent a proper good evening with you. i wish i could have given you one last hug.
beany, you are a legend. i'll miss you, and i'll treasure the memories of you.
i hope you are happy wherever you are.
love Georgie xox