Dec 08, 2004 17:35
Is there any difference between a poser and a wannabe? I don't realy know. I kinda think so because a poser is someone who pretends to be something they really aren't and a wannabe is someone who really wants to be something but for some reason can't. I was called a wannabe hippie by Mr. ungrateful. This was news to me, because the last time I checked it was really hard to be a wannabe hippie because most people don't even want to be even romotly like them and I really don't think i'm a hippie, I have hippie tendencies but i'm not an actual hippie. For some reason this set me off and now I can't do my homeowrk all I can do is think about revenge. Which is stupid becaue anything I do to him will just get me in trouble and revenge never works it just backfires and makes people even more pissed and turns into a never ending cycle.
I want to go on a bikeride, but thats a stupid idea. For one I don't have a light and its dark outside. Technically I could go, but I couldn't see much and if a cop saw me i would get a ticket and I really don't want a ticket. It's also cold and I don't want to put pants on. All I want to do is put on my bike shorts and shirt and hop on my bike and just ride for hours.
Maybe I should actually do my homework instead of procrastinating and then getting stressed. That really would be a good thing to do. But that would be the smart thing to do and thats not what I want to do. I want to sit at my computer star8ing at the screen waiting for someone to come on and then hoping to just maybe talk to them.