UGH

May 31, 2007 16:16

Ever get to the point where youre so pissed off at someone you just want to slap them and tell them to wake the fuck up.

I'm obviously not in a great mood.
I got a pay raise, which put me into high spirits for about an hour.
I tried to plan a trip to FL for a weekend but I'm pissed because

A. I can't reach Lee
B. I can't reach Andrew, who is probably with Lee

He takes up all of her time. Sure theyre engaged, Sure, theyre going out, sure they want to see each other a lot, but

A. That doesnt mean they have to ignore my calls, texts, etc
B. That doesnt mean they have to stop talking to me in general
C.That doesnt mean they cant hangout with me too

THAT FUCKING DOES IT....

I'm in a horrible mood. Horrible mood.

I really really thought I found my true best friend. One who would never get mad at me, one I could never be mad at. I thought she was the best friend I ever had. I'm not saying all my other friends are bad friends, I just mean that she's the only one who has always had my back in every situation, we've always gotten along in every situation. I just thought I found a friend I could always count on.

Now I know that I can't have that. Maybe my expectations of friends are too high.
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