stuff.
so yeah.
been doing alot of thinking. [what, horsti thinking? nahhh.] yes yes.
been thinking about the past, and a bit about the near and remote future. and still don't know what to make of it. decided that i won't know what to make of it, until it happens. why? because that's just the kind of person i am. i was never really one to think ahead, which i dunno if it's a bad thing, or good. and the times i have thought ahead, well, i dunno. i like doing things on a whim. life is all about taking risks, so why not. take a chance, and live with it. you only live once, so do what you need to do, and if it works, more power to you, and if it doesn't, well, a chance is exactly what it is: a chance.
school starts in a week. oh boy. i never wanted to go back, yet here i am. sad thing is, i'm not really doing it for myself, however, it's probably better that i do go back to school.
not going for myself, but moreso for others. so many people wanted me to go back to school, so i am. however, if i was paying for it, it'd probably be another story? i don't know. i'm going to attempt to do well this year, which means, not as much free time. going to attempt "a's" and "b's" or possibly even the fabled, "straight a's" i was told i could've gotten easily, had i payed attention in high school/. well, i payed attention sort of, i just didn't care enough. i had enough going on with myself during that time. there were more important things in life then. that, and i found high school to be extremely boring. day after day of crap that never interested me. i sort of wish i had tried in high school, but i'm sort of glad i didn't, surprisingly. i can't explain why, but yeah.
i need to go to sleep now, i have to get up in the morning to go out with some friends. i feel sick, but that's nothing new. good night all.
been doing alot of thinking. [what, horsti thinking? nahhh.] yes yes.
been thinking about the past, and a bit about the near and remote future. and still don't know what to make of it. decided that i won't know what to make of it, until it happens. why? because that's just the kind of person i am. i was never really one to think ahead, which i dunno if it's a bad thing, or good. and the times i have thought ahead, well, i dunno. i like doing things on a whim. life is all about taking risks, so why not. take a chance, and live with it. you only live once, so do what you need to do, and if it works, more power to you, and if it doesn't, well, a chance is exactly what it is: a chance.
school starts in a week. oh boy. i never wanted to go back, yet here i am. sad thing is, i'm not really doing it for myself, however, it's probably better that i do go back to school.
not going for myself, but moreso for others. so many people wanted me to go back to school, so i am. however, if i was paying for it, it'd probably be another story? i don't know. i'm going to attempt to do well this year, which means, not as much free time. going to attempt "a's" and "b's" or possibly even the fabled, "straight a's" i was told i could've gotten easily, had i payed attention in high school/. well, i payed attention sort of, i just didn't care enough. i had enough going on with myself during that time. there were more important things in life then. that, and i found high school to be extremely boring. day after day of crap that never interested me. i sort of wish i had tried in high school, but i'm sort of glad i didn't, surprisingly. i can't explain why, but yeah.
i need to go to sleep now, i have to get up in the morning to go out with some friends. i feel sick, but that's nothing new. good night all.