time for an update
So its been a couple of days and frankly i dont know what to think..................one day i want all that i was given the next all i want is for me to be happy and the next all i want is my own dimise......i dont understand myself at all or things around me. I just want my life to be how it used to be with tons of love surrounding me enough motivation to get through any object that i came in contact with. Most o fall I just wish i wasnt so busy in this wirrel wind of the life ive created. Im linking about 6 months of sleep deprevation to all of this as i slowly lose my sense of humor on the life. This is totally random and depressing but oh well this is a journal and its how i am right after i got off the phone so deal.
<3.
<3.