ugh
worst day in a long time. i don't wanna explain cause it's way too long and nobody gives a fuck. all i know is i wouldnt mind if i went blind and never had to see anyone again. and maybe if i was deaf too then i wouldnt hafta listen or care. i just want all this hopelessness and stress and bullshit to go away. i'm so sick of all of it and it's bringing me down. 8/27/04 hasta be my lowest moment...ever...