Alone
I was making a bagel*La La La La Laaa* Then all of a sudden I realized how god damn alone I am.. its insane! scares the hell outta me too. moving stinx. I hate it. Im doing horrible at it right now.. not connecting with like n e one.. its kinda Lame but meh.. this Is lame. I miss living in ottawa. but it just seems so weird now that im gone. for me obviously not for any one else. This smells.. I so hate so many things right now. theirs so many gay poser kids in this fucked town. some kewl ppl ive met but what does it matter right now. i hate this town. i hate being alone. I need something. this smells soooo bad, I miss stuff. I almost feel like this is one of the worst places I can be right now. I feel depressed in shit its been over a year since ive last felt this way. grrrr. I have no more to say