Aug 25, 2007 18:50
aint that the truth.
i leave in 6 days. 6 fricken days and i will be 1 hour away with no car.
idk why but its sooo hard for me to leave. ive been looking forward to this day for months. years even. but my heart is here in milwaukee. well mostly just with my friends.
but on the other had i have soo many good friends going to madison with me and so many more opportunities and so many things to look forward to. i wish uwm was madison so that i could still go there and live in the dorms and/or in a house but still be in milwaukee and still be with my mke friends and my friends going to madison.
its gonna be so hard i'm so emo i'll prolly cry like at least 5 times before thursday when i leave. i went to a party at my good high school friends' house who are going to uwm and i really could not believe that i was saying goodbye to these people i've seen 5 days a week for the past 4 years, and now i'll see them like once every two months. its literally frightening. you just grow so comfortable with everyone and everything ya kno. this is the biggest change thats ever happened in my life. a new chapter for me if u will, and its pretty god damn scary.
madison is gonna blow my fuckin mind tho i bet. at least i hope. i couldnt ask to be in a better situation with my life right now i have it fucking made. (if only my mke friends could teleport to me and vise versa) everything that i planned for myself since i was like 12 years old is unfolding just as i saw it. lets hope it doesnt let me down.
hope everyone is doing good at school and having fun even if ur not at school.
<3