hmm

[sk8trdreams]

I am not one to just sit around and wonder about what is always going on around me and not know what is going on. though tonight i have been at home wondering about my self and my destiny for it was brought to me by a movie i watched not to long ago. well acutally at midnight but the truth may be this. That i am walking along this world alone because well my sorrow and my fault is to walk alone until someone comes alone and shows me the true meaning of my self to see that i am not always alone and that i have had someone the entire time. once that happens i know that true happiness is just there. for even if that person leaves for sometime i will still know they are there and feel just fine and not worry. because well that is all i do really when i am not with someone is worry especially if i am in a relationship i fear that some how i will lose them so i force them away but the truth is i am more afraid of my self and well that girl is out there some where and my destiny wont be alone forever just well until i find her and then my life will fall together and i will finally see who and what i am suppose to be.
This is a letter to that girl because well she is there somewhere and maybe she is going to read this i dont know but you will make me happy and you will help me as i will help you see that our sorrow can be nothing more then what we fear in our selfs.

Always Jason