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Been a long time for the Livejournal.
Guess this morning feels like a good time to post, because there is quite a bit on my mind.
One more week and school starts, although it doesn't necessarily matter, because I am living up in Grand Rapids for work anyway, so I guess it feels all the same. I think I'm ready to start, to see this year end, and myself hopefully graduate.
This year will be a different one, that's for sure. You know, life's not easy, and I do think it's better that way, to work for what you want, but with somethings, I guess you just want them to work so bad, to be so flawless, that facing up to the challenge isn't as easy as it sounds.
Took Hannah to Northern Michigan University a few days' ago. Beautiful town, besides the rain that we encountered.
9 hrs. away.
I could drive to Tennessee in that time, but I wouldn't, knowing I could get to her instead. I have some mixed feelings about the situation I guess. I'm saddened by the idea that we won't see each other much, but at the same time proud that she followed her own ambition and went for something she wanted. They say that love is the strongest bond two people can share, and I pray to God that they are right.
May can't come around soon enough though! I hope she likes it up there, and makes the best of her college experience though. Only time will tell, but if life continues down the path it is at this moment, I'm positive I will find myself up there with her once I graduate.
And no, I'm not giving in, or giving up on any career goals or dreams by doing so. It's okay for me, to sacrifice for a few years, to be with someone you love. There are things worth more than money and fortune, and she is one of them.
Anyway, I guess I'm rambling, but sometimes that's what comes out with emotion. I'll probably need a helping hand from time to time, and a friend to help me along the way, but I know we can do this, and I know we both want nothing but each other, I just have to keep my mind from freaking out and turning me into a paranoid or obsessive person.
Better get myself around for Church though, got a pretty busy day ahead of me.
Guess this morning feels like a good time to post, because there is quite a bit on my mind.
One more week and school starts, although it doesn't necessarily matter, because I am living up in Grand Rapids for work anyway, so I guess it feels all the same. I think I'm ready to start, to see this year end, and myself hopefully graduate.
This year will be a different one, that's for sure. You know, life's not easy, and I do think it's better that way, to work for what you want, but with somethings, I guess you just want them to work so bad, to be so flawless, that facing up to the challenge isn't as easy as it sounds.
Took Hannah to Northern Michigan University a few days' ago. Beautiful town, besides the rain that we encountered.
9 hrs. away.
I could drive to Tennessee in that time, but I wouldn't, knowing I could get to her instead. I have some mixed feelings about the situation I guess. I'm saddened by the idea that we won't see each other much, but at the same time proud that she followed her own ambition and went for something she wanted. They say that love is the strongest bond two people can share, and I pray to God that they are right.
May can't come around soon enough though! I hope she likes it up there, and makes the best of her college experience though. Only time will tell, but if life continues down the path it is at this moment, I'm positive I will find myself up there with her once I graduate.
And no, I'm not giving in, or giving up on any career goals or dreams by doing so. It's okay for me, to sacrifice for a few years, to be with someone you love. There are things worth more than money and fortune, and she is one of them.
Anyway, I guess I'm rambling, but sometimes that's what comes out with emotion. I'll probably need a helping hand from time to time, and a friend to help me along the way, but I know we can do this, and I know we both want nothing but each other, I just have to keep my mind from freaking out and turning me into a paranoid or obsessive person.
Better get myself around for Church though, got a pretty busy day ahead of me.