raed ho, od i did tahw

Oct 10, 2006 23:46

The concept of god is one that many people say is so vast and infinite, that the human mind cannot even start to grasp at its greatness. I feel of the same way, when I come up with idea’s that no one even close to understands. Most the time they misinterpret them and think I’m a dumb ass, but remember paradigm changes. Just look at the Galileo, Copernicus, and other influential astronomers. Copernicus didn’t publish his findings on the motion of planets until he was on his dead bead, in fear of criticism from the scientific and religious community. My idea’s are of the same, I want to be known for something amazing, not just as a partier. I know that discovery is on its way; but may be delayed a little bit due to my evaluation of people’s personalities.
I know I’m notorious for not seeing something, even if it hits me in the face. I guess this may come from inexperience. Oh those summer nights drinking in Howell, the alcohol I used as a protective blanket to start stuff w/ “the babe.” But now a days that seems to not be working, I don’t know if it is that I’m not drunk enough or way too drunk. It’s not like people can tell my BAC from just looking at me, there are just 3 tiers of the drunken people. Sober, buzzing, and bombed. One also has to remember passed out is omit, b/c that is just a temporary comatose. I’ve never been turned down in any way, shape or form. Which is a double bladed sword, it gives me an intrinsic cockiness that I use, but in the wrong situations. The other attribute is me not taking risks, avoiding situations where I may be turned down, why wear a seat belt, when avoiding to drive, will protect you more from that car accident.
But on to the current “crisis.” I feel like I’m pissing off the wrong person for things I am not doing, which is kind of weird. Since I remember in my dating years getting badgered for doing the wrong thing, oh life and its vast complexities. But here’s the situation. X+Y= XY but if X+W= XW then Y<0. The forth dimension variables is currently my greatest one to conquer, b/c of the weekly cut. I think it’s been nearly a month, a new record, kind of pathetic, on that I hope will never be broken again. Well that’s my venting for the day. I gained 2 pounds in the last 5 days.
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