What has changed?
I am fucking serious this time and pissed off. WHAT HAS FUCKING CHANGED. I have idea of whats going on right now. But as i think back over the years i think i know the answer, and it is simple. But the answer is keeping me from getting there. B/c to get there i have to use the answer. Wow this is extremely hard. But the answer will come, hopefully soon. It hasn't in the past....year. Decisions.... decisions. Oh what to do, what to do. But there is one alternate solution, and that isn't the easiest, for me any ways.