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sO...I lost a good friend, well...wat I thought was a good friend. ...makes me sad..
N-E ways, Went to the band concert last nite, Jazz band was pretty much awsome, right below them (in the awsomeness scale) was the High school band, then is all went down hill from their lol.
Today was ok I guess...Only 2 more final exams left, and their Bio I and Geometry...o fun. So yea...I dunno, today sorta suked but hey..wats new..
O HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY!:
Samantha Taking me home and going 80 lol..
Stole This From Jenna:
Its Hard..
But Sometimes You Got To Realize
That Some Things Wont Work Out,
Some Relationships Will Never Be The Same,
And Some Relationships Will Never Happen Again.
No Matter How Much I May Want It Too.
No Matter How Hard I Try.
I'm Just Gonna Have To Forget About Him And Move On.
Why Did I Fall For Him So Hard?
Why Did I Like Him So Much?
This Hurts..
The Worst Part Is Knowing That He Doesnt Care.
That He Is Perfectly Fine And Moving On,
And I'm Sittin Here Crushed.
I'm Sittin Here Feeling Completly Broken,
And More Sad Then I Have Ever Been.
I'm Sittin Here Wishing
That Everything Would Be Like It Used Too
The Way It Was A Couple Months Ago. (almost a full month ago)
I Think About It Everyday.
And I Wish I Didnt.
I Think About The Past, How Things Used To Be.
I Dont Care For Or Want Anyone Else.
I Dont Even Like Talkin To Other Guys At All.
I Just Want One. But I Cant Have Him!
I Think Its Time For Me To Give Up.
To Stop Trying, So I Can Stop Hurting.
I Hate Feeling Like This.
Worthless..
But Hes Perfect, (In My Eyes)
I'm Not.
I'm So Lost And Dont Know What To Do.
And I Have no one To Talk To.
No One To Cry Too.
Its Scary how true this all is, I did some fixing to it, Bolding it, Italics, and some Underlining. Jus cuz, it sorta emphasized how i feel...
::Edit::
I jus went outside and theirs a full moon...They mean a lot to me, only 1 person knows why thou. 2 bad they arnt here with me to see it.